Saturday, January 11, 2025

A quick haiku

 It's been a challenging time in my house this week due to some health issues. But I thought I'd post something that finally percolated today.

I've been watching my cat play and attack my duvet day after day - but there's nothing there! So as I watched, the following haiku bubbled up


today I attacked

the ghost of what I attacked

yesterday

Monday, January 6, 2025

Recap of Parz's Livestream, 5 Jan 2025 (2025 Ambitions, Behaviourceuticals)

 To dive straight into the Livestream, here's the link:



And for anyone who wants the recap, keep reading!

  • Using the same reframing of how to view a year as we did last livestream, introduce the new guy, 2025
For the coming year, 2025 has a few ideas on how to view the upcoming year:
  • Guidelines, not Resolutions
  • Themes and Directions, not Firm Goals
  • List things I like doing 

And from a presentation standpoint, do it from the view of an incoming Executive.

A few ideas then came forward:

  • Keep doing three things from the prior year
  • Identify what you enjoy but don’t make time for - aim to do those things more
  • Couple habits you already do with habits you want to create
Based on all this, I wrote the following story/setup for incoming 2025:

Deep breath. Crack knuckles. Shake things out. 


Let’s get started.


As 2025 got ready to take over from 2024, he thought about the kind of year he wanted to create. He wanted to guide things in a certain direction but take into account that things don’t always go as planned. He wanted to set things up so as to reduce stress but still try to make this year better than last year.


So the first thing he did was to write his future self a letter to be read at the end of the year so as to compare notes with what was intended against what actually happened.

  • Write a letter to Future 2025 about the direction, the goals, and the intentions of the incoming year
And so I wrote this to my future self:

Dear Future 2025 (aka me),


As I ready myself to take on the coming year, that is to say, my namesake, I want to bring to mind and attention ideas and directions I want to highlight.


These items are in no particular order, but they are all important to me.


The first item on my list is to keep on collaborating with Aleesha. I really enjoy how my creativity has blossomed doing these collaborations and look forward to seeing where my creativity goes. And I want to do this work not with any creative goal or use of content in mind but instead for the pure enjoyment of doing the work.


As another item, I want to better react to unexpected and/or unpleasant situations. When I encounter a situation that is unexpected or unpleasant, I will do my best to remember my breath and take the time needed to breathe first before acting. The goal is to not react and instead to act mindfully. And when I fail to remember my breath, I will use that as an opportunity to remember my breath for the next time.


I will try to remember that music is good for my mental health. I will take the opportunities presented to play my loud, obnoxious music when I have the ability to take the time.


One last item for now (because I can always add more to this list) is to embrace my love of learning and of being a math and science geek/nerd/lover. I will continue to read and share things during these livestreams and make references to them in my writing because they are part of what makes my experience enjoyable.


For instance, I’m going to make mention right now that 2025 is the sum of the cubes of the numbers 1 through 9, which I think is really cool.


And that’s it for now. See ya in about a year.


New 2025

  • Behaviourceuticals
Inc.com ran an article on how overcoming small challenges can lead to greater life satisfaction and, in fact, give the same benefits from antidepressants (and I'll note there are no side-effects!)

Monday, December 30, 2024

Aleesha and Parz shared art time

 We started with the same picture prompt:




Aleesha drew this:



And Parz wrote this:

eager beaver fish

ready to take on the day

right after coffee


so adorable 

his eyes are dreamy and

fish lips are a thing


all his enemies

kept at bay in the bay by

the anemone


does a clown fish dream

of one day becoming a

mother to babies


babies swimming

or adults served with lemon

fry


finding Nemo

a rare success story

most are never found


I see you

camouflage isn’t your forte

or is that the point


how does a clown fish

keep their whites so bright?

reef-safe bleach


group indecision

fins can be a challenge for

rock paper scissors 


*****


“This is our little Morris. He was last seen in the vicinity of a friend’s house just a short swim from our anemone. If you have any information leading to the safe return of our precious child, please call your local authorities. You’ll have our undying gratitude.”


This plea from Morris’ parents echo that of so many fish who are bereft of family members. It’s heart-breaking to those affected by the recurring tragedy that so few take an interest in finding the missing fish. 


The casually callous reaction of “If they can’t be bothered to care then why should I?” upon hearing that pictures of the missing aren’t published on the sides of milk cartons ignores the fact that watery environments aren’t conducive to advances in printing technology. But it’s the deliberately mean-spirited placement of those same pictures on packages of frozen fish sticks that really twist my gills the wrong way.


Let’s all work together to defeat this scandalous treatment of all fish. And to overcome the enormous coverup of this situation by the fishing industry. 

Recap of Parz's Livestream, 29 Dec 2024 (2024 Gratitude and Release)

 For anyone who wants to dive right into the Livestream, here's a link to the video!




And if you need some convincing to watch, here's what happened!

  • Reframe how we usually view representations of a year. 
We'll typically view an outgoing year as an old person and the incoming year as a baby, But what if instead it's viewed as a tired executive getting ready to retire and a fresh face is preparing to take over the Chief Executive role?
  • The outgoing year can then write a final memo talking about Things To Be Proud Of and another list of Things To Be Less Proud Of
By identifying the lessons of 2024, we can help guide 2025!
  • Realize that the You that made decision(s) that you later regret made the best decision You could make at the time
  • And we can discharge emotions from events that occurred in the past in a loving, honouring way

Curious? Try a writing exercise - what might come after this?

It wasn’t what I was expecting. I mean, here I am, titular leader for calendar year 2024, with just a few days remaining until the new guy, 2025, takes over, so I thought I’d go check out where I’ll be residing in retirement. I had visions of comfy loungers, spa treatments, martini lunches… the things you’d expect an outgoing chief executive to be entitled to. 


What I found was some prior executives crammed into a small meeting room, all fighting for space around a small conference call phone, all speaking at once, and all saying different and mostly conflicting things. I’d always wondered where the advice, the memories, the history lessons, sometimes welcome, came from.


This is where I’m going to be relegated?


*sigh*


It’s not like I was looking for some sort of executive Valhalla fasting hall. Ok… maybe something like an all-inclusive resort. But this? Oh boy, no.


At the very least, does the coffee machine work?

Aleesha's Favourite Art from 2024

 Aleesha put together a 9-box compilation of her favourite art from 2024. I hope you enjoy looking at it as much as she enjoyed making it!




Tuesday, December 24, 2024

My Moss Piglet submissions for November (Patterns)

 The November (Patterns) issue of Moss Piglet's been out for several weeks, so I thought I'd share all the work I submitted and discuss my thoughts on each one.

(Click on the links for more information as to what Moss Piglet is and how to subscribe).


I submitted three works:

  • A Building of Sorts
  • Undulations
  • In Search of an einstein (Published)


A Building of Sorts

In smokestack shadow by steel rail fallow sprawls an eyesore sight

a building of sorts, ramshackle and coarse, hidden from ready light

Inside lurks a bar, sclerosis scar, decrepit watering hole

Shrug off your cares or nurse your despairs along with other souls


Filled to the gills with people who will every moonless night

enter the stage, drink swill, and engage with enervating delight

Like a Broadway show we all know where the cast slowly changes

but the action inside is fixed like the tide and never rearranges


The corner by the bathroom sty hosts the scripted drunk

Slurs his words, spills his drinks, smells hauntingly of skunk

He’s known as Cal, Our Churlish Pal, a character with multiple faces

They fill the role, all grim and droll, and come from many places


While waiting for another pour and its ever-flowing foam

Cal’s wife arrives and begins to strive to get the drunkard home

The bar sets odds which favour the sod who never scores a win

The losers all buy and winners they vie for the closest glass of sin


In the corner booth the patrons couth become a chattering crowd

Opinions unsound orated around become more shrilly loud

Watch the beginner become the winner and not be erudite

The best is considered the viewpoint delivered with volume’s greatest might


And what’s more through the door on the stroke of one

(no hair askew, so fresh and new, each incredibly so young)

a brand new face, so out of place, fresh talent for the scene

who may come back repeatedly more grayishly than green


There’s more besides who come inside all throughout the night

They come to drink and dance and drink and sing and drink and fight

It’s like they’ve ripped from published script directions for their role

Played perfectly yet accolade-free the only apparent goal


At time of close they collect their woes and shuffle out the door

I reset the space, put all in its place, so she’s ready to host once more

I grumble and grouse and to myself overbearingly complain

of dealing with stenches and miserable wretches and unbearable sticky stains


I could sell the dump to some ignorant chump as part of a sweetheart deal

in spite of her look as an opium nook, present her as a steal

Or my back could turn and I could spurn, as if she’d never existed

and ignore the allure to steadfastly endure that’s perpetually persisted


And then I crack before the shack in all her rickety glory

Remembering each night in better light the overarching story

Who else, I think, can serve the drink in only the way I can

and keep up her looks and update the books? Me, her loyal fan


The rise of the Sun, another night done, the end of my duty day

I’ll head to my bed and sleep like the dead until light has passed away

With those who’re new and the veterans too who come to play here still

I’ll play out my role but there’s one thing I know is I do so with free will


This poem was a piece that kept on insisting on being tweaked and edited and fine-tuned. Two weeks of lots of small changes finally produced this - and I think the results were well worth it! It went from having a few lines here and there with internal rhyme to having every line with internal rhyme in. I didn't realize at the time what a difference it would make but it just reads so much better with them.

Another aspect I enjoy  is the use of words that sound like one thing but actually mean something else. The word "enervating" sounds very much like "energizing" but they are, in fact, opposites - energizing means the energy goes up but enervating means the energy goes down. It fits in nicely with the implied feel that somehow the bar is for the dead or perhaps the damned. 


Undulations


Grey steely clouds relent from lashing sea

Wind-blown spray coats with salty brine

Oceanic undulations tossed the sloop mercilessly

Warm streaming rays calm restless rhythms

Where a watery grave seemed certain

It floats twixt watery depths and clearing skies


Ensconced, safely held deep within

She sleeps desperately, recovering

Gentle undulations the only movement

Limbs akimbo, exhaustedly thrown, unmoving

Where Death had prowled the deck hungrily

The Sandman stands guard at her bedside


The rise and fall of looming walls of water

Arrivals and departures of meteorologic events

Tossings and turnings of hapless watercraft

All part of an undulating Whole

Time’s Great Wheel inexorably spinning

The half-drowned figure allowed to wake


This poem arose from a freeXpressions prompt. I wanted to have each stanza look at a different version of undulations, of risings and fallings. And with the repeated rhythms, it seemed a good fit for Patterns.


In Search of an Einstein

In the world of mathematics, there are a lot of unsolved questions. Most of them are quite complex to express, much less understand. For example, one of the most famous unsolved questions, the Riemann hypothesis, runs like this:


The Riemann zeta function has its zeros only at the negative even integers and complex numbers with real part 1/2. True or false?


To a non-mathematician, it sounds like pure gibberish. 


But there was one question that until November 2022 was unsolved but could be expressed in understandable terms:


I want to tile my bathroom. But I think squares and rectangles and all that are boring because it’s the same pattern over and over again. I want a single shape (it can rotate or whatever, but not overlap other tiles and not have gaps filled in with grout or other makeshift bits) because I don’t want to have to buy multiple shapes and end up with leftovers. And I want that one shape to completely tile the wall with a pattern that never repeats no matter how big my wall is. Can I get something like that?


In mathematician-speak, you’re looking for seamless aperiodic tiling - that is, tiling that creates a pattern which never repeats. And I do mean “never”. If you designed the bathroom wall to be the size of the Milky Way Galaxy, the pattern would still never repeat.


It was known that you could use two shapes to achieve the aperiodic look (found in 1974 by physicist Roger Penrose), but it was an unanswered question as to whether you could manage it with a single shape. In fact, the shape was so elusive that it garnered its own name - the “einstein tile” (“einstein” not coming from the famous physicist but instead from the German language: “ein Stein” meaning “one stone”). Many mathematicians simply gave up and moved on, figuring the shape simply did not exist.


But it’s now known that the answer is yes, the einstein tile does does exist. And, in fact, there’s more than one.


The first einstein shape was discovered by David Smith, a retired printing technician and self-described “shape hobbyist”. After years of playing with shapes inside a piece of software (the PolyForm Puzzle Solver) and then cutting shapes out of paper with promising candidates, he found one that looked likely. And despite what you might expect a shape like this to be - some sort of super-fiddly, highly-complicated, intricate shape requiring exacting manufacturing wizardry, it’s a 13-sided shape (composed of eight kite shapes that come together) dubbed “the hat” (because it resembles a top hat).


Smith contacted computer scientist Craig Kaplan, who along with software developer Joseph Samuel Myers and mathematician Chaim Goodman-Strauss, began proving “the hat” was an einstein. During that process, they discovered that they could change the lengths of the sides and still create a seamless infinite aperiodic tile. This meant that Smith had found not just a single einstein shape but an entire class of shapes. And within that class is an infinite number of individual einstein shapes.


What does all this mean? Aside from the possibilities within materials science, engineering, and countless other fields, the most important thing (or at least as it relates to the original question) is this - you and your neighbour can have uniquely tiled aperiodic bathroom tiling using einstein shapes (even if the store only sells one shape of tile). 


References:


Bischoff, M 2023, ‘Newfound Mathematical ‘Einstein’ Shape Creates a Never-Repeating Pattern’, Scientific American, 10 April, accessed September 2024, <https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/newfound-mathematical-einstein-shape-creates-a-never-repeating-pattern/>

Shields, J 2024, ‘The 'Einstein' Tile: Mathematicians Find a Shape That Never Repeats’, How Stuff Works.com, 16 April, accessed September 2024, <https://science.howstuffworks.com>


Shavit, J 2023, ‘‘Einstein Shape’: This holy grail of tiles will revolutionize material science’, Brighter Side of News, 8 April, accessed September 2024, <https://www.thebrighterside.news/post/einstein-shape-this-holy-grail-of-tiles-will-revolutionize-material-science/>


‘Riemann hypothesis’, Wikipedia, 4 September 2024, accessed September 2024, <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Riemann_hypothesis>


‘The Hat and the Spectre’, National Museum of Mathematics, accessed September 2024, <https://momath.org/the-hat/>


This is my first narrative non-fiction. It was fun researching and then finding a way to present what could be an extraordinarily dry bit of news and have it be fun. I hope I succeeded! 

A quick haiku

 It's been a challenging time in my house this week due to some health issues. But I thought I'd post something that finally percola...